Sunk My Heart

I haven't had this 'sinking heart' feeling for a long time, I think it is good that I haven't felt like this for a long time :)

But just now at work, my colleague said that we should make it a habit to interact with our clients... that was when my heart sank. I have tried many many many many many times to be sociable and mingle, but after almost everything I do so, there's inevitably that 'heavy heart' after.

Plus, it leaves me exhausted... :(

Oh well... such is life...